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WHILE FALLING
In the quiet moments between breaking and becoming, While Falling captures the ache of love, the weight of memory, and the beauty of letting go. Through tender verses and raw honesty, it traces a journey through everything I felt but could never say out loud ā the silences between words, the comfort of memories, and the courage it takes to heal. Each page holds a piece of falling and finding oneself again, of loving deeply and learning to let go gracefully. This book is for anyone who has ever broken, loved, lost, and still found the strength to rise once more.
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